I didn’t get anything done that I needed to get done today.

I really don’t want to go to my aunt’s house tomorrow. Only because I don’t feel like going anywhere. But I have to since it’s my sister’s birthday. Oh well, the plus side is that it’s a wonderful view of the fireworks. I wish someone would be there with me though…

Three nights ago I had a dream about wiL and Nick from Aiden. Nick really didn’t look like himself though…and he was nicer haha. It was a cute dream. Nick liked me and was holding me. I woke up and was like “AHHHHH *drooldrool*” …minus actually drooling.

I cried two nights ago. It was kind of like…sniff-y, silent, tiny sobs. It was weird. I was talking on the phone with Carmen right before. I really don’t know why though, but once we hung up I just started quietly sobbing. It was weird for me, but I was like that for several minutes. I had actually felt like crying while on the phone. I got the feeling right after she told me she was going to bed. Usually I’m just all like “mehhh…” but this time it made me feel like crying. I guess the truth is that that is exactly why I cried. I feel like we haven’t really talked since this past Sunday. She had her phone on Sunday but failed to mention that but she didn’t text me either…Then she’s sick so we’ve been talking for a little less than half an hour [yes, I check the length of our calls =P]. It made me sad. So that is probably the reason why I was crying…

Today I wished I was home alone. I wanted to put on my green and black dress, put on some makeup, and my black high heels and walk [more like wobble haha] around the house. Alas, I was not able to. One day I will though… =]